I stood near the witness box, one hand wrapped around the rail so tightly my knuckles had turned white. The room felt too bright. The fluorescent lights hummed above me. Every sound seemed stretched thin and sharp: papers shifting, a pen clicking, someone whispering behind me.
Judge Richard Hanley looked over his glasses. “Mrs. Whitaker, are you able to continue?”
I tried to answer.
No words came out.
The custody hearing had already turned against me. Daniel’s lawyer had described me as unstable, emotional, manipulative. My medical records had been held up like proof of weakness. My dizziness, blackouts, and hospital visits were treated as excuses. Daniel claimed I used illness to escape responsibility. His mother, Patricia, supported him with a calm smile and a purse full of tissues she never touched.